THE DAY I WILL RMB.
today was de last day of de workshop.
pamela, leroy, freddy n daryl.
thanks. thank for wad u learn me.
it is gona help me. i will make a change i my life.
my life, i decide. i take consequences for my action.
i realy wana change. i dun wan to fail anymore.
i wan to be a better person, with good character.
pls. help me teachers. i wanna change. really. i do.
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and i did smth big today:
when the session is gona end, ther was a chance to go up on stage
n say smth to ya parents.
at first, i was wondering wad shd i go up? shd i?
i was crying hearing stories from others.
i wondered if i shd go up n say wad i wanted to say for years.
my dad n mum was here. they was jus siting therre. isn't tis a great chance???
i told myself that i dun wana miss this chance.
i went up. i knew wad i wanted to say.
i said to myself. okay. it's alrite. say it out.
i went to the stage.
yuting spoke first, b4 i did. it was my turn.
my turn.
i hold onto de mike. i was choked with tears.
i could not speak at that time. i face my head down n cried more.
i tried to control my tears. but it was not easy at all.
nort easy when u see yr parents looking at u on the stage.
junaina went up the stage to help me up. she hug me n said:
say wad u need to say. relax. u can do it.
at that moment i was touched.
i told myself, i can do it. believe in yrself.
i said:
''dad mum, sry.''
''i hv nv say tis in my 16 years,
I LOVE YOU.''
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i couldn't see wad was their reaction.
as i cried on my way down facing the ground.
i wonder wad was their reaction.
i said it. i done it. i wasn't that bad.
n now im nort regreting.
i actually gort the courage..
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thanks frens! thanks for being there to support me.
when i was on stage crying, they kept on shounting to tell me that i can do it. come on.
ppl clap for me. n cheer to support me. thx whoever u r.
i appreciate that. n u all hv to jia you oso.
come on! we can do it. we are the champions!!
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LOVES MIN ER :DD
[sry. thx. iloveu.]
