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Stitch My Heart
my broken heart

don't lie to yourself
Thursday, August 12, 2010

Min Er, you can't lie to yourself, you need to wake up. Don't lie to yourself, don't live in denier.

I thought I am improving, I thought I was moving on, in such a short time. But no, it was a lie. I didn't realize I was lying to myself, until I was thinking why do I want to get over it so fast, what's the reason? Then I realize Because I want to contact him like normal again, I want to be there. That's should not be the case right? Actually I don't know.
I still did fell back for a moment. I need to stand up for myself again. I don't need to always depend on others. But I did moved on by a little, because I can live without him. I am not crying about him, but still thinking about him at times.
I think I put too much pressure on myself. I stress to get over him fast, but actually I don't need to, I have got time, no rush. I need to give myself some time, need to relax and slowly do it the right way. Hui Min says that I need rest, I haven't been sleeping. That's why I think too much and being insane about it.

Min Er, You don't need him, you only want him. Give yourself time, don't pressure yourself, slowly move on. It's gonna be okay, everything is gonna be okay.

  • I really need Inception to lock my memories, because I know I can't experience that again. But I know that I will never moved on like that.
  • Appreciate when the person you love, love you back. It doesn't always happens.
  • When you fall once, you will be afraid to fall again. When you fall and you're getting up, you will be afraid to fall back again.
  • It takes seconds to realise and decide, but more time to put it into action.
  • The first step is hard and not easy, but after that things will go better. You need to 'decide' that you 'want' to do it and then you can.
  • For every single thing, you can always view it a positive way. It only matters whether you want to.
  • Appreciate & Treasure what you have. Don't even wait till you lose it.



aimless
Sunday, August 01, 2010

how i wish i know what u are doing, where are you. i have been staring onto the message for a long time, and it never fail to make me upset. i cry to slp and slp to cry, can u imagine me don't what i have done to make things like that. is it my fault, why do i feel so bad. i don't know what am i doing every day. it is so aimless, so no life. the whole seems to know that im upset, but i dun wan that. i dun wan ppl to think that im emo. im really trying my best to not think about bad ending. im trying to be normal, like what u wanted me to be. but it is not easy for me, i just started to trust you.
when can i smile again? there is a different between faking a smile and faking to be happy. hope you are fine, taking good care of yrself, hope you are not so stress, i dun wan to disturb u and add on stress for you. im trying not to contact you, altot im very tempted to. i control. lastly, i wana say i love you.


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