Stitch My Heart

i hate it.

Saturday, May 31, 2008

i hate it!

everytime when i wana do sumting well.

i will always messed up them.

wad de problem?

it juz look like a simple job to be done.

why must tings get so messed up.

in de end, i can't do anyting rite.

wad de fcuk is wrong with this world. ?

can't i juz do everyting rite.

i dun expect 100%. but at least let me hit 50%.

ppl can. why can't i?

tears present wad? sadness?

it present disappointment.

i juz wanan do it rite. can't i?

today is my mum birthday.

i nv give her anyting. instead i gave her

my lousy until i cant tahan de results.

when i wana do it well. i will always fail.

fail to complete my job. dun say complete.

wana do someting rite oso cant.

i open de cake, wan her to cut de cake.

n i messed it up! wad is de problem?

wad is wrong with this world..

tears are drops of water that come from a human body.

i feel like killing myself. i can't do anyting rite.

why must i always messed it up.

why must de world do this to me.?

i hate myself for not doing wad i shd do rite.

i hate myself for not getting good result to let my parents smile.

i hate myself for not doing simple stuff rite.

basic simple ting! it so easy de marh.

i always depend on myself.

i dun ask ppl for help. even when i mit big problem,

i always solve my problem on my own.

i learnt to do tings by myself.

when i was young i dun dun ask why what how.

i tink n tink until i noe de ans.

i always do it my way. myself.

when i mit problems. i always tink of myself.

onli i can solve those problems.

myself.

why? i wana do it rite. not 100% oso can.

50% if i did my best.

cry for wad. no use de.!!!!

I JUST WANA SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMI.

is that very hard?

LOVES MIN ER :DD

pic..

malaysia resort pictures..

OUTRAM VOLLEYBALLERS!

Friday, May 30, 2008

OUTRAM VOLLEYBALLERS!

Monday - 2June !

Go sentosa!!

11 am @vivo!

whole team is invitedd!

:DD

i miss them!

my fren all overseas!!

wad de. so bad.

junaina go to malaysia Rock Climbling Camp.

huimin go hong kong holiday.

erm.. still got hu? erm..

ischelle go malaysia. yolanda go duno wher.

hahhaha. i duno la.

wana go out duno wana call hu. siann.

hhaha. like alot of ppl not around me.

wahh. today i go trg alone.

de onli sec4. 2 B' gals there onli.

sadded. duno y the rest nv come. sian. ps.

LOVES MIN ER :DD

siana.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

siana. leg pain.

actually today wana go out de.

thn my leg pain sia.

ytd go trg do de jump until leg musclar pain le la.

sian. walk stairs very pain.

sian rite.. cnt go out.

later hv to go put counterpain lohh.

sian la. my aunty come my hs.

nag nag nag. hahah.

but she dote on me n my bro alot.

but we always say she very naggy.

pai sae larh. see now she nagging at me.

call me go eat lunch. lalala..

hahahha. still loves her de la. hee.

later duno wana do wad. sian.

mayb do some hw barh. or read some books.

coz long time nv study le.

everytime play play play.

my bro wana play com. thn we quarelling over it.

ahhahah. nvm la. from young till now same.

quarell le. thn awhile okay le.

hahhaa. last time very good de.

i go other place stay. my bro cry. hahaha.

lalalala..

LOVES MIN ER :DD

resort very nice n today lol.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

today i 7.45am thn noe trg start at 8am lol.

go into hall so pai sae. hahha.

jac more funny. she come 8.30 for biz lesson.

but actually it start at 11.30.

thn shuen bu xiao xin hit my nose.

the ball rebounce larh. nvm larh.

shuen kena forehead. worst. yo hit de. hahha.

long time nv trg le. quite tired. but fun larh.

hahhaa..

i nv go biz lesson. i wait until hui min come back.

thn go with her. hahhaa.

if not no one pei me marh.. hahha.

oh ya malaysia there very fun.

we go a resost like that de.

thn damn nice lol. the place. the view.

not de normal malaysia. a better wan.

it called Austin Hill Golf Resort!

if im not wrong larh. shd be larh.

the Golf area damn big lol. got alot of holes.

it is very very big. hahahaha..

high class de lol. got pool. can play golf.

thn can play bowling. thn can go gym.

got steam bath. n so on.

SHUANG !!

hahhha. happy. go there relax.

i got go suntan. but not ming xian. sadded.

hahahaha. hope to go there again.

but i dun wana go with my mum CO le. ahah.

LOVES MIN ER :DD

tml go malaysia.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

u must be thinking i siao le.

mon o level tml still can go holiday.

sat afternoon go. thn sunday afternoon like that come back.

hahha. go ther shopping thn enjoy n swim!

hahhaha. go with my mami n her company ppl.

she say ther v nice de. haha. i wana see de view ther.

see if i could take some picture thn show u all barh.

i will study de larh. i bring exercise bk ther.

i will read n do some work de. can pass la.

duno pass by how much onli. hahha.

i wana score A. hahha. hope i reali reali can barh.

thn dun need take CL o level again. haahha.

dun need to attent CL class. got free period lehh. shuang!

hahahhaa. okayy.

hope i can go enjoy n relax myself.

n thn prepare myself for the O levels!!

n i reali reali wana do well larh. hope so.

jia you ppl. n mii too. jia you.

sec1 2 3 good lol. can relax. holiday.

we need go back sch so many days lol. not fair.

nth is fair. i noe. hahaha.

LOVES MIN ER :DD

erm. random post.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

i noe now my blog very sian.

no taggs. no new post n so on. hahha.

i understand. i dun reali like it like tat too.

hais. anyway, now i got no time.

26 May is chinese O' level lehh.

so fast coming mon leh.. haha.

i very worried. coz i wana score well. hope i can la.

now my CL teacher everyday give two papers for us to do leh.

thn nv finish thn nagg at us.

say wad O' level O' level.

we noe larh. but two papers abit too much le larh.

no time larh. we noe when is o level.

n we noe we hv to do well. is comfirm de la. we noe.

hahhaha. teachers are more worried than we are.

hahha. i noe u all hving a hard time.

u all more stress than us sia.

nvm la. we will jia you de.

okayy. now i got two papers to complete before i slp.

HOW to finish sia.?? hahha.

wahh sian lol. can dun do marh.

i tink i oso cant finish de la.

i do until i tired thn i go slp le. hahaha.

CL can pass de larh. but i wana score A lehh.

wish me good luck barh. gona go do hw le.

when i dun wana do le. thn i come back play com.

hahhaha. opps! hee.

jia you barh ppl. n me too! hahha.

LOVES MIN ER :DD

here.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

i win le. no more tags.

i noe eu are reading tis post.

can dun need to read le. dun waste yr time.

i dun wana noe wad u wana say about me.

i noe if i dun look very good, but i will still be better than u.

i nv say i pretty, i nv say i look like anyting.

everyting is u say de. say lol. say some more.

go go. go tok to yrself. i feel so sry that u are a retard. oh.

nvm larh. i got do donation to those who need help de.

i tink u need help larh. hope de money are put into great use.

my parents gave me tis look. i nv say anyting.

n how i look actually, seriously does concern u!

so u dun hv to come visit my blog n post wadeva u wana say.

i can say that I DUN CARE!

i duno wad's yr problem. duno y u like to spam my blog.

duno y u like to scold ppl. duno y u so useless.

duno y u are such a loser. hai.

haiya. i can see yr english not good.

n i can see that u got no manners.

u shd treat others better.

even if u dun like ppl, no need to write anyting.

u say juz scold a few bad words thn can le.

no need write n scold ppl.

i noe u can dun listen to wad i say. but i dun wana care le.

so enough is enough le. dun continue le.

im sry if i did someting wrong to u. or anyting.

i duno wad i shd be sry about. but pls..

hate someone is a very tiring job.

i dun wish to hate someone n so on.

so. sry larh. enough le. dun continue le barh.

okayy.. done.!

crap.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

crap larh. exam so hard lol. wad de.

so difficult lol. i wana pass all larh. dun wana fail any subject leh.

my sci n ss n geo. so hard. i pa i fail.

aiya. juz hope i can pass all subject at least one time la. wad de.

i study lol. tis mid year. not like last time. hais.

wad de fcuk larh. de fcuker make me damn angry. wahh. cb la.

wad's yr pro?? wah lao..!!

wah.

Friday, May 09, 2008

wah. this mid year i reali study sia.

coz normally i nv study de. thn this mid year i reali got study abit larh.

i v lazy i noe. hahha. lazy to study marh.

today friday. so happy. tml no exam. mon still got.

5 more days thn my mid year finish. so long arh? aiyo.

today is a bad day. hahha. coz i duno how to do my test. abit la.

aiya. wadeva le. it over. nvm still got prelim n O' LEVELS!!!

wad de. so near le. scaryy sia. how?!

aiyo. how arh? study lol. hahha. i noe im toking to myself. :P hee.

today i do nafa.

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

did nafa 5 stations.

my sit n rch - 58cm.

i did a try. thn i heven yong li leh. thn ppl say i siao. haha.

thn i ps. thn dun wana do again le la. so ps. if i can i wana hit 60+ next time.

but v tiring de la.

for de jump - 180cm.

i tink is juz okay la. not v good de. can improve on that.

thn shuttle run was like not very good.

this year i v slow leh. 11s sia. wah like so lan le.

thn still got wad. erm..

oh sit ups. i did 30. wana do more de but back reali aching like siao.

cnt larh. i got back bone problem. do too much i will die de.

ok done. hahah.

r u wondering why i nv write my pull ups results?

coz it simply sux. hahha. n im not gona say it.

ppl hu noe pls dun say. pls. pls.

it is reali very lan.

thn juz now i ask michelle how was her pull up.

she say very lan. she deprove. guess how much she got??? guess la.

she did 28 lehh!!! thn she last year did 35.

she sec1 nia. i sec 4 leh. damn embrassing lol. oh gosh.

thn i heard another sec1 did her jump 210cm someting.

i was like wad de hell. i was shock.

coz she was juz so small size. i didn't expect her to do so well.

oh gosh. i tink i compare to de wrong person.

i feel so hopeless n like arhhh. i got nth to say.

i feel my results so lan. not like in my class i okay leh.

but there is reali some damn good de. like siao. hahaha.

haii. nvm la. i dun wana care so much le.

2.4 must do well. arhh! must sia..

everyone jia you barh. can de. :)

hahha. tml i got exam lol. POA n CL.

like im so dead la. tml got exam. i still here bloging. n write so many tings.

like ohoh. i dun wana fail leh. shit i wana go study le.

oh ya. today i take cab sia. money flying away... hai.

if not i will be late lol. hahha. lucky sia.

lalala. forget wad i wana say le. nvm la. enough le.

next time thn i blog.

i got 14 papers on de way. tml got 3.

JIA YOU OH MIN ER. hahhaha.

reali hope i can do well. very scary. all de teachers say

they set until very difficult lol. ee. so bad lol.

anyway still hv to go study le. bye.

oh ya n those spamers. dun spam le. no comments needed.

or i shd say i will say pls on not giving yr comments.

coz my frens dun like it n me too. ppl will juz start scoldin.

ya thx. dun like my blog. thn go away. dun waste yr time.

u are oso wasting my time when i type all these.

thank you very much. seriously thank you. dun write le.

no time for that. bye. oh reali bye le larh. :)

LOVES MIN ER :DD

phone back to normal.

Monday, May 05, 2008

phone okay le. hahha. happy.

but i not okay now. wad's with spamers?

y they wana care so much la. wad their pro sia.?

dun like than dun see la. need to put comment meh?

lol.! dun care.

actually wana study de. thn someone call me sign in to ad me into her blog.

make me use com. duno later i can stop not. hai. haha.

i wana study le. alot of stuff to study.

jia you arh ppl. jia you for myself oso. :)

LOVES MIN ER :DD

phone kena lock. wad de.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

hia hai hai. my phone kena lock.

press until code lock. thn lock le. cnt open.

wad de hell. cnt use lol. i wan my phone larhh.!!

I WAN MY PHONE BACK!!

grr. evil code error! grr..

today, i nv go out. coz my phone. no mood. sian.

thn i nv go val party sia. ps larh.

no one pei me larh. abby nv go. thn i duno hu got go la.

thn i nv go lol. hahah. opps.. pai sae la. x)

tml go tuit. early sia. morning 8am. need to wake up so early horr.

nvm larh. i wana study marh. nvm.

two weeks of exam la. can de. very fast de.

HEY. EVERYONE, JIAYOU OH~

HOPE EVERYONE CAN DO WELL! :DD

LOVES MIN ER :D

zilians. heven edits.

Friday, May 02, 2008

helloo! random zilians. :DD

east coast. :D

JUNAINA & DINNISH!

LOVE LOVE !!

HAHHA. JUNAINA ON CANDID.

hahah. here. est coast views! i take de. heheh. :D

english exam.

my english paper 2 is about miners n gold sia.

hahahah. dun laugh. i noe wad u tinking. ;P

paper 1 topics all very confusing. i write Q3.

i write about Volleyball!

hahaha. i tink i did quite okay la. nvm la.

over le wad.. nvm. jia you next time la!

hope i can achieve good results. :D

LOVES MIN ER :DD

one by one. buffet.

my cousin n his wife bring me n my aunty to eat buffet.

my aunty wana bring me along de. i went to my cosin hs study. his wife teach.

arhh. dun call wife n so on la. they juz married.

sweet couple. their hs damn nice lol. hehehe.

thn we eat until damn full. is at very high class hotel.

very nice but expensive for sure. hhaha..

i love desserts! ahhaha. de cake n so on. thn gort chocolate fondue!

so nice. hahha. thn i very full le. but ther is still chocolate on my plate,

thn i play with chocolate. hehe. like kids. play with food.

LOVES MIN ER :DD

one by one. back bone check up. thn went out.

in de morning went to GH(general hospital).
for back bone check up.
im discharge. no need to go back le.
coz they say is not so serious le.
but sometimes will still pain leh. duno la.
nvm. discharge le.
aft that went to plaza sing to help my papa buy phone.
buy damn long lol. thn i saw a phone that i wan.
but i dun tink i can get de lol. dun tink they will be so good buy for me.
thn aft that went to mit jun n huimin.
thn huimin go hm. mi n jun very late thn rch hm. haha.
nth much to say le.
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LOVES MIN ER :DD