i hate it!
everytime when i wana do sumting well.
i will always messed up them.
wad de problem?
it juz look like a simple job to be done.
why must tings get so messed up.
in de end, i can't do anyting rite.
wad de fcuk is wrong with this world. ?
can't i juz do everyting rite.
i dun expect 100%. but at least let me hit 50%.
ppl can. why can't i?
tears present wad? sadness?
it present disappointment.
i juz wanan do it rite. can't i?
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today is my mum birthday.
i nv give her anyting. instead i gave her
my lousy until i cant tahan de results.
when i wana do it well. i will always fail.
fail to complete my job. dun say complete.
wana do someting rite oso cant.
i open de cake, wan her to cut de cake.
n i messed it up! wad is de problem?
wad is wrong with this world..
tears are drops of water that come from a human body.
i feel like killing myself. i can't do anyting rite.
why must i always messed it up.
why must de world do this to me.?
i hate myself for not doing wad i shd do rite.
i hate myself for not getting good result to let my parents smile.
i hate myself for not doing simple stuff rite.
basic simple ting! it so easy de marh.
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i always depend on myself.
i dun ask ppl for help. even when i mit big problem,
i always solve my problem on my own.
i learnt to do tings by myself.
when i was young i dun dun ask why what how.
i tink n tink until i noe de ans.
i always do it my way. myself.
when i mit problems. i always tink of myself.
onli i can solve those problems.
myself.
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why? i wana do it rite. not 100% oso can.
50% if i did my best.
cry for wad. no use de.!!!!
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I JUST WANA SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMI.
is that very hard?
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LOVES MIN ER :DD
