Stitch My Heart

getting worse

Monday, September 22, 2008

sick. got more medicine.
seek doctor's advise again.
duno y this time like more serious.
is mentally. not much effect on my body..
is mind la. duno y heven recover yet.
i sick so long le. thn no energy to concentrate.
cnt concentrate, very hard to study.
headache n dizzy.
today doc say i got stomach n intestine flu!!
i oso duno wad lai de. sound serious.
this time doc still didn't give me MC.
wahh. he tink i superwoman arh?
see doc so many times, still dun wana give me MC.!
so bad. make me so sick, dun wana let me rest..
this time more serious, got abit fever.
still nv give MC !! #%@&!
hhahahha..
oh ya. de present is my mother de boss give me de.
last time she heard i sick thn give me a present.
so good boss.!! so sweet.
first time i sick ppl give me present de.
thanks alot larh.!
reali appreciate that..
the box very big. thn still make until nice nice for me.
so sweet. give me wad i dun say le.
is quite expansive. coz got brand de.
nice. i like it.
my bro wan oso dun hv.. :P
ahahahaha..
now i juz hope that i can get well soon.
coz i wana concentrate n study larh.!!!
i wana study! very stress le.
doc say the start of my illness is from stress.
poor me. haha. jk..
jiayou Min Er, be strong!
LOVES MIN ER :DD

''半情歌''

Sunday, September 21, 2008

...你的明天有多快樂　不是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣愌了　傷口癒合
也徹消我在想你的資格
　你的祝福一半甜的　一半苦的
　像我手中冷掉的可可　
　最最叫人殘念的　總是未完成的
　我只能唱著　一半的歌...

listen to this song remind me of them.

hahaha. so long le.

but i still addicited leh..

no choice. hehe.. ok larh.

alot better le.. last time worst.

qiaoen got new post le. saw it.

she say she dun like ppl to tok to her.

saw her book oso say she dun reali like to tok to ppl.

she rather be alone. she is indepent.

but i tink is too over le la.

i tink is her fren that make her like tat. (stated in her book)

poor ting. nvm la.

qiaoen happy can le. en mi will be happy for her.!

qiaoen book reali not bad.

but de words is not our chinese.

is more complicated de. but i still ok. can read..

qiaoen jiayou! waiting for yr next drama!

LOVES MIN ER :DD

SIAOSIAOSISTERS !!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

We are the SIAOSIAOSISTERS :DD
TINGMINER HOSHUEN MICHELLETAY
YEA. LOVE THEM! <33

LOVES MIN ER :DD

cry in clinic.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

yea. that's wad i did.

i drops tears in de clinic..

i was ill. thn went to clinic see doctor loh.

sad. i got alot of medic!!!

dizzy wan.

blood wan.

gastric wan.

cramps wan.

pain killer wan.

& so on..

sobs. sad. so many..

i reali damn dizzy now. now!!

but im still typing for u all.

hahhaha.. jk larh.

oh ya. the cry part heven say..

the doctor nv give me MC!!!!

like wad de.!

i dun wana go sch tml.

so tired le. thn so stress le.

thn still need go sch.

facethose stupid fucking resultS.

grr.. no MC.

hv to go to sch tml. still hv to eat medic.

aiya.. sobs. aiya!!

i will tahan one more day de.!

the doc say i sick coz i too STRESS.

but i dun tink i stress enough..

but aiya. dun feel like saying.

im reali stress le. fuck la!

grr..... so irrating..

thn i realise i can cry if i wan to.

i no MC thn too stress thn cry le.

stress very easy to cry de.

for me la. maybe reali too stress le barh..

jiayou barh..

LOVES MIN ER :DD

Qiao Jian Mei

that is that i juz screw up my prelims!!

today went to orchard aft BIZ n POA paper.
i notice someting aft i finish all de paper..

im like so dead loh.. shito.

duno larh.. wad to do..

thn go study mmore loh..

went to orchard with jovy.

we long time nv go out le.

thn she wanted to go orchard for duno how long.

i went to orchard thn realise that i long time nv shop le.

so long nv go into taka & shopping malls le..

went to kino n bought my book..
qiao jian mei. my qiao en leh.

i read a few pages onli.. quite interesting le.

about her story.. alone her.. & so on.

finish reading thn blog barh..

cool.! she damn pretty. hehe..

oh. jovy say i nv tell her xin shi wor.

juz onli.. lol. im used to keeping tings in my heart larh..

if got time n the chances to, maybe barh..

LOVES MIN ER :DD

thanks to tis blog.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

thanks my dear blog.

thanks for letting me plot my tots down.

typing tings that are messed up, make me feel better..

really! i hv to jiayou le.

now at least i feel better.

maybe i can start to pratice the meaning de word of

CONTROL

i noe you ppl may tink tis is lame.

but im writing tis down as i dun wana tell nyone.

keeping tingsss in my heart is always wad i do.

a blog reali did help me..

actually i shdnt open to public.

coz is damn personal.

ok. done. enough.

i shall go study.!!

bye dear. thx.

LOVES MIN ER :DD

feel so sucky.

eeyer.

dun like this me.

so sucky.

dun wana be a loser.

but y cn't i be more motivated..

i noe i wana do well..

i wana study hard.

i wana treat this prelim very seriously.

but sometimes i juz feel so sucky.

sucky that im not studying.

i dun tink i m stress, you noe..

is like i say i wana study but..

but my mind didn't remind me to do it.

is like i juz say it, not doing it.

that why i feel sucky.

i tink i heven seriously study at all.

i waste my sec 3, i dun wana waste another year.

arhh! fuck shit! so sucky.

grr..

hai. wad can i do?

mind n action is diff.

i say tis but i did not do it.

i reali cnt touch de com for more than 24h marh?

im addicited lemarh??

wad de fuck larh. dun like tis feeling le.

TING MIN ER JIAYOU BA.

onli u can help yrself..

(here im again..

saying n saying tis kind of tings..
but can i do wad i said??

that is a big question mark.
onli i can control le barh.)

okay..

CONTROL

yea. tis is de word i will use to encourage myself.

i reali dun wana live tis kind of life le.

enough is enough..

jiayou loh!!

LOVES MIN ER :DD

today nv go sch.

Friday, September 12, 2008

today they got chinese O level.

i dun hv larh.

so dun need go lohh.

hahhaa. suang can slp until so late.

hehe. today friday somemore.

anyway i very scared i do badly for my prelim.

stress arh! O LEVEL COMING..

grr.. so irrating..

hahaha..

oh ya. these days so siao qiaoen.

haha. duno y. maybe nth to watch loh.

i siao -ing qiao en.

hahaha..

she very pretty. cute. natural larh.

dun act act wan. of coz bcoz of MZ oso..

hahahha..

okays larh. i promise i will oso study de.

even my mum cnt tahan.

thn nag at me.. ok ok..

hehehe.

LOVES MIN ER :DD

my new phone..

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Friday, September 05, 2008

me n ledi larh.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

today loh.

today went out with shenghui n collin.

eat tok n shop lol.

nth much.

hhaha..

tok about shenghui galfren.

i was shocked!

i noe her larh.

last time hong wen de.

like omg.! shocked lol.

they 2mnths le sia.

duno how she look le.

long time nv see her le.

ledi n yk PS !!

bad ppl. i got tuit i oso go wad..

nvm larh. next time lol.

i will forgive u all de larh.

hahhaha..

LOVES MIN ER :DD

xinyi & jibaobei & chunxi

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

命中注定我愛你 de xinyi & ji baobei & chunxi yea.

hahhaha.. so cute barh..

Chen Xin Yi !! (last time de her)

命中注定我愛你 de chen xin yi !!

hand burnt..

me n ledi! hahah..

pri sch frens.

very long le.

loves. :DD