VERY TIRED!

CLASS, TEST, WORK, HOMEWORK, SLEEP.

AND THE CYCLE START AGAIN.

OMG! TRIED TTM. HAD ENOUGH.

Not enough sleep!

Ting Min Er is dozing off and sleeping in class.

Tell me when u see her like that?

Hais. Kneecap hurts. More and more. Shit.

Because of working?

MISSY TING

I feel stupid waiting for a msg everyday.

Why am i becoming stupid again?

I mean like, i duno how to say.

Im afriad it become a habit.

What if, you are the one who mia?

So im going through that dark place of horror again.?

Sighs.

So damn tired.

I really need break!

everyday slp so late.

everyday go sch and work.

one of the days, im going to pon sch.

just to slp at home.

today is a monday, i can't believe there is still a long way to go.

today is the first day of a weekday, im waiting for a weekends.

A: What do you do on weekends?

B: I love weekends. I enjoy myself and have fun.

A: What do you do on weekdays?

B: I wait for weekends...

we look at each other

we wanted to say something

we think of the same thing

but we just stare and smile

i just wish i had more time from you

but i understand

yes i do

so i will be strong

because i am stronger than before

so i can do so

i will do so

MISSY TING

I guess my wish is coming true. :)

Out of three.

One, Two.

No Three.

Maybe not yet.

Maybe never.

MISSY TING

Thinking of the past? Question mark. Not really actually.

Sometimes, I wish it didn't hurt that much.

Letting go is hard, but sometimes, Holding on is harder.

I believe in fate, so prove to me that it works. Hopefully.

Hopefully.

Valerie is her name.

Distance don't bring us apart.

Feelings don't bring us apart.

People don't bring us apart.

Fate brought us together.

And that's enough.

MISSY TING

Omg. I cannot stand myself.

I need to wake up and chiong.

Ppt always anyhow do and always late.

CHAM LA!!!

What the hell am i doing? Shit!

Class and School is so boring.

I wana getaway.

Watch Unstoppable with Valerie ytd.

Coz she is in Singapore and my class end 11 plus.

Got a law essay, two pages, two thousands words.

Like a Kill!

Plus got a Law UT (test) today.

I didnt study. So cham.
Was complaining ytd.

Later Ut. I hope I dont screw it too bad.
I am damn scared that I will.

Law leh.. How to smoke through...

Friday is coming...

Don't know when im working or slacking.

It is up to boss to decide. TMD.

Should screw him man. So ma fan.

Tell me when im working la!

Let's see what's the plan...

Don't frown, I wana see you smile.

I feel like telling you I miss you.

I feel like telling you that I fear.

But I don't want to take the first step...

http://entertainment.howstuffworks.com/january-17-birthday-astrology.htm
It is a January 17 Birthday Astrology.

Everything behind have to add like a G6 :D

Boring like a G6

Fly like a G6

Tired like a G6

Love like a G6

Song bo~

Too bad that's my language.

MISSY TING

MISSY TING

I wanna let myself free from suffering.

I had enough. I guess the person I think of had change.

Please don't appear that would interrupt me.

But sometimes, I just wish that you care.

I rather love stupidly for someone else.

This time, I choose to move, not just let go.

But a scar is a scar.
Some fears are left there, unrecoverable.

I hope one day, someone will take those fears away.

Not you anymore. I will wait for someone else.

When you already left me long ago, now I choose to turn around and look at someone else.

I don't know what is holding me back.

Please don't do that to me, because I am very scared.

That the same thing happen again..

It hurts thinking about the fear.

What makes me tear is not sadness, but fear.

You see the impact you left for me.

She told me to ignore, ignore everything about you.

She told me that it is worth to fall for him, not worth if it is for you.

The person that can make you smile, can make you cry too.

I cried in class today. What a stupid act.

In class again. Got reminded the last time I cried in class.

Today was a random break down.

I was chatting with Jason.

And I was going into the emo mood, then I text Valerie.

When I receive the msg, my tears came.

Just like that. Don't know how to stop.

I had the fear that I cried for.

Thinking of it just make me fear, more and more.

She said I am just like her.

Things work out the way I didn't plan it to be.

I wanted to say, but time doesn't allow me to.

I don't want to spoil your day and I don't want you to be worry.

I will text you later and tell you next time.

Went to meet Valerie and Joel.

They cheer me up. Thanks.

She say he is worth the fall.

I am afraid I don't have a space there in your heart.

I need to know that I mean something special first.

I know that when I start falling for you, I can't give up.

I am sorry but I am not a person who gives up easily.

I need a reason to.

So, can you give me a reason to let me fall.

To fall for you.

Is a promise a reason?

My heart need a strong and stable reason.

My heart is too afraid for anything else.

But with a reason, I am willing to risk love again.

I can be your diary.

Went to eat KFC at marina square. Then walk to suntec to buy tiramisu ingredients. Then walk back to carpark at marina square to drive to central. Went to see Jr at his work place, first day of work. We discuss by ordering some chim stuff, then he duno where is the ingredients, still can ask us, we are customers leh.. haha.. biscuit and anything, just disturb nia. Next time can go down and buy ice-cream liao. haha.. or meet for dinner. then i acc Valerie buy sticky. then send me home. a very relax and slack day, but i like. because so comfortable. thanks Valerie for helping me. Care for your safety, 40km/h :D

that message relieved me a little,

but i still fear for some reason.

been through it, don't want things to be the same.

at least tell me this is real. everything.

before that i thought that you are like one of them.

i was really scared, because you didn't say anything.

i didn't know.

and sometimes you just mia.

i know that you're busy.

so many people that you are different when it comes to me.

to you, i am not some random person, instead someone special.

i like that. but all of these are not from you.

Bind with a promise. Unsure if I can trust this..

When it comes to the word trust, there are millions of question marks..

Just created a class blog! Woo~

Funny blog name and title of blog.

Plus 2 videos. Give away!! HAHA!

Shall not share here.

If not later kena sue =x

Gossips! I like ;)

I duno why Im looking forward to Mon, Tue & Wed.

I hope it dun disappoint me..

Because Valerie is coming back.

Too bored without her laughters and her craps..

Hahahaha..

Anyway Wed is a holiday.

I book Valerie, in the end I guess BF is coming to join us too.

..

Volunteering is so inspiring and motivating.

That is the right route to go, all the way.

When we die, we can't bring anything away.

Master will never let us down, never give up on us.

I always wish for courage and strength to carry on.

Because wishing for something doesn't work, you have to make it work.

..

Seriously, I don't know whether I am doing the right or wrong thing..

But I guess, it is always worth a try.

I heard so many things about you.

You come into my mind, when I think of memories.

At least it is not him anymore.
At least I dun think of him, dun break down, dun emo anymore.

I guess this is so much better than torture.

Let's it be. Just like that. Yea.

The song 2012 Rocks! HAHA! Random ;)

I like this picture ;)

You don't need to create beautiful memories for me, because it's You that draws a Smile on Me :)

MISSY TING

HAHAHA! xD

Joke sia.

Moving away from yr laptop, pls lock yr laptop.

Because there is class culture that will go to yr laptop and comment smth bad.

Like whowhowho is hot or i love whowhowho.

all crap. Hahaha..

I kena liao. so sure lock laptop.

Because someone is putting laptop on his lap, so i follow.

But I really blogging hor. Later he sue me hor! :P

I dun feel like doing Essay sia!!! Wahlao.

Im in class is a Club E54R :D

Love those music man! Woo~

PS: Tonight I eating bird nest, that I duno contains wat ingredients.

xD

This always happen to me when I 'lay down' on my bed, I tend to fall asleep.

I fell asleep, without finish/doing my RJ.

When I woke up, I saw the time. I knew it, then Oh Shit!

Nvm, I just finish my RJ and submit by email liao.

If this stupid Egghead, say I didnt submit RJ, HIS EGGHEAD WILL CRACK!

Today I late for a few mins, he put me 'not in first meeting'.

Wahlao. I told him, he say cannot change liao.

At first, he put absent leh.. Damn angry with him la.

DUN LIKE HIM TO THE MAX ! =X

I miss Valerie. She's in Milan.

I wana talk to her all day long. Haha..

Just so fun, so interesting. Loves.

Today I nv work. But usually work till siao.

So tired. Especially in school. HAHA! Can fall asleep sia.

Superman is busy with his life.

in school. in class. doing this.

Once upon a time, there is a girl enjoying herself with her friends at a club called Rebel. It was her first time going there, she was perfectly fine with the environment. It is more a socializing with her friends and making new friends. That day was her first day working at Mapleaf and she was not really in a good mood at first.

She and her friends make a new group of friends that was really nice and friendly. They go around as a group. One guy like one of her friend. So two of them help to matchmake them together. They seems really cute together. They also feel the guy is nice and alright to be friends with. They keep on matchmaking them out and make them dance together and also getting numbers. They manage to do so, so cute little two look like an item, so sweet.

She is quite a good dancer, she dance and dance. Some guys came close to dance with her, she dance with some of them. She drank a little too. It was a holiday that day, too much people. Some guys came really close to her, which make her uncomfortable. The guy that got the girl number, ask the girl if she is okay with the guy behind. The girl say she don't like it, she wants to escape but don't know how. The guy help her, talk to the guy, wanted to text something on iphone to tell the guy off. But halfway, Superman appear! Superman look at what the guy type on his iphone. The girl didn't know what is going on, she don't know what they text and talk about. The next moment, Superman held his hand out to bring the girl over to his side and out of uncomfortable zone.

At first, the girl saw Superman from far, who is also her friend's friend. So the girl wanted to help her friend and Superman to matchmake. In the end... They dance together and had nice memories and happy chatting. Superman took care of her very well and also fly her home, to her doorstep. The girl felt comfortable with Superman, because she know if Superman is there, she will be protected at least. There was three pairs that are matchmake-d. It was a nice ending for the day.

The next day, the 3 girls went to a club called Powerhouse with other friends too. They were dancing at podium again. Some of the guys wanted to come join they in Powerhouse, so they waited. The girl found out that Superman wasn't there, she was a little disappointed, but she also told herself to smile and enjoy herself. She was very tired from work and school. She slept at 6.30 plus that morning and 7.15 awake for school workshop. Superman not appearing with them just make her a little down.

Powerhouse queue was too long, the two guys didn't manage to get in, so they ask if we want to join them at Rebel instead. The 3 girls went to Rebel and join in the fun. They drank and dance, the girl didn't see Superman there, which he is the main person of the event to celebrate for him. They went to the dance floor and dance. The two matchmake-d pairs was dancing together. They felt that something was wrong with that girl, she used to be a good dancer and dance very happily, but why isn't she. They ask her if she is alright, the girl say yes, just very tired. Actually they know what's wrong, they can feel it, they know it well. They wanted to help her, one of the guy also told the girl to call Superman, but the girl don't want to. She didn't message Superman about her going Rebel. She was trying to put a strong cover page, when the cover page is torn that true content can be seen.

In the end, they discuss and message Superman, but the girl didn't know much. She just stand there, not dancing, moving with the beat of the music. Soon, someone wearing black came into the picture. The girl looked up at Superman and smile. Finally her friends see her smile again. Everyone else was teasing her with him. But she was just glad to see Superman again. They dance for awhile. Superman knows that she hasn't sleep much that day, so he bought her to one side and sit down, so that she is not so tired. Soon, Superman decide to fly her home first. Superman saved her again.

Now, Superman is busy. The girl is back to her life, studying, working and enjoying. The girl don't suffer from flashbacks that affects her, she change the direction of her heart. Although, she is still afraid to love, but she is taking things slow. She is moving on, moving to another guy maybe. In her heart, she is crushed, but she is trying to make a smile out of the crushed heart. She don't know if Superman really likes her. She don't know whether she truly likes him too. But the only difference you can see that a message from Superman can make her smile just thinking about it. Her classmates ask her a different question now, instead of why so unhappy, they are asking what makes you so happy. See, there is a different. If things go on well, maybe we can really see her true smile.

Reason to cry, too many. Reason to smile, you just need one.

for some reason im hungry.

nth to do, so decide to blog crap.

hmm.. this sem module is so much harder.

really. and those faci like...

dun need to comment la.

some of my classmates also...

hais. dun need to say who la. it is too obvious.

today i shall slp early if i can.

In life, there is more "No" than "Yes".

Too bad need to accept it.

There is nth much we can do.

Maybe my decision now is not right.

But what if it is not right, then what else can I do? Nth.

Rejection. Fine. What else? Come on.

If you want a rainbow, it have to rain first.

True.

Just let it rain...

Getting sick, getting sleepy, getting tired..

Just let it be.

There are things that we can control, some we cannot.

Don't need to avoid, no use anyway.

Life, life, life.

talking about life, i watch this movie ytd.

with my classmate, Jason.

not weird. we talk about sch n stories.

Life As We Know It.

Nice. Cute. Funny. Reality. Helpless. Understand...

You Again is Nicer i find.

That's all others stories, what's yours?

someone calling me, it is unknown number.

then i read the numbers, found it familiar.

Love is fragile. Love yourself, because that's so much stronger.

Look on the brighter side? Maybe.

Like I care. My fav line.

She is ___. Fill in the blanks. Because I don't care.

Finally, Cheers. Let's celebrate for my new aim.

I'll be fine. Doing whatever I want.

was really happy to see a message from you.

thanks. i hope you slp well tonight.