Stitch My Heart

Happy Birthday Junaina

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Happy Birthday to my dear, Junaina.

26 Dec is the day she finally turn 18.

Have been waiting for so long uh..

Haha! No diff, just that in the eyes of law, she is legal age.

Not a minor anymore. Wth this is so Law.

Okay I need to study for UT soon uh.. If not i will die!

We went to pasir ris lagoon food village to eat seafood.

Was damn full because I ate before going.

His parents send him to where he need to wait for the bus,

and send me to pasir ris lagoon.

I was late! Sorry la, Jun.

Hajar was a surprise for Jun.

Last year Hajar celebrate birthday with us also.

She finish the rest of the food for us, as usual.

She eat super alot la. Black hole in her stomach.

After eating we went to Karaoke.

We was Screaming more than singing. Haha..

Specially me. I duno why so high la. But damn FUN sia!!!

I dun mind doing it again.. We treat the place like club.

Dancing and singing there.

Sing some stupid song like Barbie.

We laugh at videos!

Super awesome man!

Today we went to Sheesha place.

Maryann Weihao Shaun Joshua Hans and I

was there to celebrate Jun's birthday.

Just a gathering and catch up section.

Cool la.

Joshua Shaun Hans Jun and I played

True or Dare.

Fine, we did stupid things and ask stupid things.

Interesting and Funny.

I think I need to put my camera safely man.

Quite a few things inside uh.. Haha!

He trust me.

I smiled to that.

Although I expected more from that question.
But nvm. :)

Sunday, December 26, 2010

A catch-up section :)

At my ah ma house got sell the small X'mas blinking hat.

So cute! I took the blue one.

HOHOHO! Merry X'mas!

This year, the best X'mas.

This year, the best Christmas I ever had.

Just a simple and sweet one is enough.

Thanks Santa. Thanks dear.

I got a big big Stitch, Stitch Pop up stickers and
iLuv Bubble Gum2 Pink ear piece.

The Stitch was a big surprise.

He hide it in his car boot.

I was wondering why he stand beside his boot and unlock the boot.

Until he open and say this is for you.

I was really surprise by it.

I didn't see that coming.. Haha..

It was the Stitch that we saw at Great World City ytd.

He went back to buy it.

He told me he lost his way, but actually he went there to get it.

It is so expensive. I know because blur him didn't take out the price tag.

Nvm la, Cute what! Haha :D

Stitch is cute, soft and huggy.

Thanks ♥

This is Christmas Eve.

Friday, December 24, 2010

What am I suppose to do?

To go or not to go?

And where to go?

If I go... If I don't go...

HAIS! Tmd.

Christmas this year is what I have been looking for.

I even prepared present.

Today is Christmas Eve.

I hate deciding. I hope things are planned that I don't need to make a decision.

But I am troubled about it.

How?

Crazying

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Too much fun for a day!!!

Me and Valerie did so much crazy thing.!

There is a secret to what we did ;)

Laughing and laughing like the end of the world!

CRAZYING

There is a video that I upload in FB.

Finally get to upload it. Stupid file make it so troublesome.

Here it goes... ...Here we go again!!

:DDD

Pls dun let anything go wrong.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Don't rush to mend things up, let things cool down first.

When you have the heart to, it is never too late.

She's too tired and not feeling well.

Things will be fine.

Please don't let anything go wrong.

Bruise

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Bruise from the last Volleyball trg :(

I don't want you to go.

How I wish you don't need to go back.

Silence can be all, I just want to by your side.

Looking at you and disturbing you.

When the red lights are on..

Today we watch TRON! So cool. Hehe..

that time watch the next three days

The Next Three Days interesting la.

Because I was with you.

Sad

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I shouldn't.

What are you expecting, planning, preparing, when there is nothing is coming.

Last minute uh. I am not going to reply.

Disappointment more than anger.

Feeling very sad now. Nothing can help.

I should dry my hair and sleep.

I hate myself being foolish.

Too foolish to hope, to expect.

When Expectation doesn't meet Reality.

The world don't care, because this is the reality.

When will I ever change?

Holiday and X'mas

Friday, December 17, 2010

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR THIS YEAR!!!

WOOOO~

This is the day I have been looking forward for.

Yesh! Tmr I still need to go sch, but it doesnt matter la.

A sch workshop.

Dun feel like working anymore. So ma fan.

Holiday rocks my socks!

PARTY!

X'mas is coming. Woo~

Today my class have a exchange gift exchange.

Damn funny.

I got a EPIC present from Doris. :(

I want my chocolate back!

I love Chocolate. I think my blood is made up of chocolate!

HEHE!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

I am wondering if that decision is too rush.

but...

Days that you are not here, just goes so slow.

quiting work liao

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

RJ Question: What are your plans for the holiday break?

My holiday will be separate into two parts, one is study and second is enjoy like the world is ending. I am going to party!!! Thank You! :D

I send a resignation msg to my boss. I fired him!

I don't want to work liao. I cannot choose the date I wana work.

He still can dun reply. Sucks la. I dun care!

Now I don't care already. I find excuses not to work.

It work as my plan that when I have a reason, I will quit. And it did happen.

When you're on the verge to give up, just hold on and don't give up,
because this is when miracles happen. :)

I almost gave up. But I am glad that you didn't.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Zoukout

Valerie! :D

Love

It's still like a dream.

Some part are still unreal.

I cannot believe it, still.

Like a dream.

But sure it is a dream come true.

Like what I wish for.

Something good at least.

Thanks for making things clearer.

I got a light shinning on me.

Shine a light on me~ (song)

Valerie was more happy than me uh.

First time I really cry in front of her.

First time I see her so happy also.

But my soul is kind of not back to me yet.

But I know I am Happy :)

Loves ♥

Monday, December 13, 2010

Ting Min Er.

The exact same thing is happening again.

"Don't like the person more than he like you."

Out of everything, this is what i heard that i keep in mind.

I really don't know what I should do.

As you know, I hate making decision.

Because when the decision is wrong, you will hate yourself.

After warnings and warnings, I still don't learn my lesson, I still don't change.

I am being like a fool. Again.

I got a big intuition that I will cry very soon.
Good night.

Zoukout

Sunday, December 12, 2010

WOOO~!

ZOUKOUT

11 DEC 2010

Awesome fun.

my head is going to explode

Friday, December 10, 2010

HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Out of reach, make me realise I was like a fool.

Like a fool, I thought that love was there.

At that time, you can just say, you don't love me.

I can leave early.

You make me sleep with a broken heart for so long.

Until I realise there was no reason for me to stay.

Our love end.

Maybe it didn't even start.

Maybe you didn't even love me.

Maybe it was one sided.

Whatever.

But now it doesn't really matters.

There is other reason for me now.

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Mission 1: Repair my bloody Samsung SMART phone

Mission 2: Renew my plan with a iphone 4 (16GB most likely)

Mission 3: Improve my bloody lousy grades

Valerie is at my home now. Going out! Song bo.

to be continued..

Okay, in sch now. damn tired.

Timbre + Zouk + Phuture

Zouk is damn BORING!

went with Val frens. SQ.

Saw that bastard that me n Joel wana kill.!

kena disturb.

whole sia know ___

Wah im surprise! by the number of ppl that know.

But they are all fun and friendly ppl.

all good looking and rich.

only one guy is not good looking!

so gay, so weird! dun like ttm.

damn tired. wana slp liao.

i dun wana work later!

spend like $70 plus ytd night.

I stand up strong again.

I think I am more daring in life, in love. I don't why.

I guess I learnt it the hard way, real painful way I should say.

I guess I gone through the worse that nothing can be compared to be worse.

I stand up strong again.

not sure what plans are

I am stress and tired about school and work. Not sure what plans are.

Not really stress maybe, just a little lost. Don't worry I will find my way.

I know that I need to pick up on my grades, because it totally drop, which sucks big time.. I am not sure if I should quit my part-time job at MapLeaf. It affected my health, my grades, my time, my friends and my life. But if I quit means no income, no money, no life. I want to spend my time earning some money, I don't want to always spend my parents money.

But the person at my work place is sometimes too much. I want to take one day off, like I owe them don't know how many thousands dollars like that. Still can blame me. Anything wrong in the shop, they can blame me, when I haven't see the shirt before. Like really, stop pushing the blame to newbies. I am totally innocent. I don't have time for my friends. I am so tired in class that I can fall asleep in class. My name and fall asleep in class really doesn't match. I don't like it. I really want to pull my grades up again.

Ting Min Er, you need to chiong for your A grades back!

Okay. This week sucks, one two days. I don't know why. Pointing middle finger to life.

I want my holiday! I want more time for me to sleep and rest.

Weekend also can la. I don't feel like working.

I want more free time. Too much, I am a butterfly.

I want freedom, not tied down by anything.

I think I am more daring in life, in love. I don't why.

I guess I learnt it the hard way, real painful way I should say.

I guess I gone through the worse that nothing can be compared to be worse.

I think maybe someone already gave up on me liao. He think that I got someone then I forget him. Or maybe he stop reading my blog liao. Because I didn't receive your msg anymore. Where you are? How are you? You're not tissue paper. I really care about you, still.

And someone have really no time for me liao. She got a boyfriend.

I guess it's okay la. As long as she is happy.

Maybe she don't need me that much already.

But just don't feel the same. She used to be there, always.

MISSY TING

FYL

Monday, December 06, 2010

Hey Bitch stop disturbing our lives and stop spoiling my family.

You should get a life, cb.

Whatever your plans are, drop it and fuck off!

We drag this long enough, so it's time to give up Bitch.

I don't know are you still calling or disturb us.

But just fuck your ass off. I hate you to the max.
If I can kill someone in the world, don't hesitate, the person is you, cb.

Today, shit happens. Or it alr happen long ago. FYL.

Sorry sorry

"You were once so close with us. You had never miss out any gathering and outing we had. You were always present. Why? It's disappointing."

I seriously feel so sorry that I miss out that day.

Im suppose to go out with u all.

A primary school gathering.

I feel the disappointment.

When I saw the comment, my tears almost rush out.

Please don't feel disappointed in me.

I really love u guys alot. I cannot lose u all.

Sorry Yong Kiong, Ledi, Sheng hui, Hui Fang, Andy, Gladys and everyone else.

SORRY! :,(

Junaina, my sweetest Chocoholic

Sunday, December 05, 2010

"This is gonna be the last time i get to msg u this week uh.."

Awww.. Suddenly feel like tearing. Hais. I have to be strong.

Live life to the fullest?

I live life to the fullest on Sat only.

I make sure of the whole Sat if possible.

Not everyday is Saturday.

to someone

Sometimes, I feel guilty towards someone.

Wanted to msg you, but someone might be beside you.

So I don't know how to.

That person that reads my blog and that person that care for me in silence.

I know that the person is there, always.

We have promises, we have rules and we have fun talking.

You might be busy, but I do rmb that there is such a person here for me.

Only you know who the person is. By the word Promise.

Just wana ask how are you?

"Miss u la.."

You forget the way,

You forget how to drive,

You forget what you're suppose to do,

But You didn't forget me.

미스 너

wait

Saturday, December 04, 2010

I don't mind waiting.

But I am just afraid that I am waiting for nothing.

Every night, I wait.

But sometimes, I am waiting for nothing.

Weekdays I have been waiting for Weekends.
I am waiting for you.

I hope we are heading to a certain direction, not no where.

If possible, I will see you tmr.