I shouldn't.
What are you expecting, planning, preparing, when there is nothing is coming.
Last minute uh. I am not going to reply.
Disappointment more than anger.
Feeling very sad now. Nothing can help.
I should dry my hair and sleep.
I hate myself being foolish.
Too foolish to hope, to expect.
When Expectation doesn't meet Reality.
The world don't care, because this is the reality.
When will I ever change?