"Everyday you learn something new, just whether you realize it."
Came out with this line after a talk with linxun.

Today I learn something new. I went to my mother, wanting to ask something. It took me so much courage and time until I came to my question. I just can't say it. Not to my mom. I don't know why. I plan what to say, already practice so many times, but when it comes to the real thing, it is so much different.

Anyway, after telling lx what happen, he analyse and told me that the way I think was not really mature. From 15 years old, everyone told me I was mature, I think differently, I think far, I think like a adult. All that... But this time, he said I wasn't that mature. So I think again, actually yea he's right.

I should change. Somehow, someday, slowly. I need some motivation to do so, I need the "will". Howhowhow. Hmm.. I don't.

Anyway, it is true that Everyday we are learning something new, just whether we realize it and think about it.