Stitch My Heart

eeyer.

dun like this me.

so sucky.

dun wana be a loser.

but y cn't i be more motivated..

i noe i wana do well..

i wana study hard.

i wana treat this prelim very seriously.

but sometimes i juz feel so sucky.

sucky that im not studying.

i dun tink i m stress, you noe..

is like i say i wana study but..

but my mind didn't remind me to do it.

is like i juz say it, not doing it.

that why i feel sucky.

i tink i heven seriously study at all.

i waste my sec 3, i dun wana waste another year.

arhh! fuck shit! so sucky.

grr..

hai. wad can i do?

mind n action is diff.

i say tis but i did not do it.

i reali cnt touch de com for more than 24h marh?

im addicited lemarh??

wad de fuck larh. dun like tis feeling le.

TING MIN ER JIAYOU BA.

onli u can help yrself..

(here im again..

saying n saying tis kind of tings..
but can i do wad i said??

that is a big question mark.
onli i can control le barh.)

okay..

CONTROL

yea. tis is de word i will use to encourage myself.

i reali dun wana live tis kind of life le.

enough is enough..

jiayou loh!!

LOVES MIN ER :DD